Junkie ft. Cryptic Wisdom

Duration

4:16

Genres

Alternative Hip-Hop

Description

Lyrics

Verse I: I had those who used to hold me close. Now I'm a lonely ghost. I was so positive and focused. Now I'm comatose. Once alone but I was coaxed out of hiding now you left me broken, writhing on the side of the road. How could something so new & exciting leave me such a broken mess. The day I met you I'm like "Say goodbye to loneliness" Say hello to carving out your vigor and drive. and scars that linger for the rest of your life. Now I feel invalid looking out into the dismal rain. The world is cloudy as it travels down the window pane. You didn't hug me on the day you left. Try to find a vein but now the drugs don't have the same effect. In a home that's full of filthy roaches. We were holding hands but now it's turned into a symbiosis. Took a wrong turn on a twisted road & now you've got your claws in. Rip me. Open. Verse II: Feeling like the worst person alive. Or simply cursed to die. Haven't got a purpose on this earth. I've been deserted by, All the vermin who just flirt across the surface. While I dwindle in the fire and I'm left with thoughts of suicide. Fake places & their plastic parts. Scars drawn across my skin like it's abstract art. The story of my life ripped in half, apart. It's Like I took the happy end and skipped past that part. Now I've retreated in the black death. Trying to be at peace. I'm falling deeper in the rats nest. The past tense left it to a flip of a coin. & I want a second chance but now I lack sense. Ask me how I've fallen from the leader of the pack. Into fleeing all the beasts that I'm so eager to attract. Easy to retreat behind disease like a mask. As Lethal as a heart attack. Needle in my cardiac. Verse III You try to keep me down. Just hoping I resist. So you can keep me where the roaches and the hopeless coexist. Dug a hole into a pit, I made my home in the abyss. I'm Foaming at the bit. Too stoned to notice it. I'm Pushing the plunger. Eyes dilate in the zone. Homie I ain't bout chasin that dragon I'm racing it home. Now my Heart is aching. As I'm pacing a home. full of broken mirrors. I'm afraid of facing my own. It's hard to verbalize all of the vermin and lies Drawn curtains divert the light to those deserving to die. I'm sure I need to eat but now it hurts when I try. I'm sick as hell but acting like I'm perfectly fine. Worthless, you know you're just a person til your funeral. & everything beyond it don't concern you. Just play with fire until it burns you. Once you go to hell there's not a heaven to return to. __________________________________