So Cold (prod. Feelo)
Album: The Letter J
By: Jay Zuez
By: Jay Zuez
Duration
4:00
Genres
Description
This song is about a true story, first I relieve myself of the pent up anger of my downfalls in life. Then I tell the story of a friends struggles with 3 babies and no support, and how she was on the brink of self destruction and committing suicide.
Lyrics
Hook Oh you can't hear me cry See my dreams all die From where your standing on you own It's so quiet here and I feel so cold This house no longer feels like home Verse Why do I wake up..every morning, with the chills? Construction junction..only thing, i build is bills How do you function when you fumbling with pills? You play the cards your dealt But what you play when there’s no deals? How do you strive when everybody seems to doubt you? They tell your story, but don’t know a thing about you The world so cold, your only blanket seems to cloud you Friends become your enemies, your demons like to smile to Why can’t they just be happy, seeing me move up? Got this feeling that I’m gaining fans, but family losing touch I paid a visit, hell I broke my pocket, for a month Even with my broken marriage, even with no one to trust Even with my brother gone, at that time was given up And my mother getting buried under debt, what is luck? Why should I give fuck? Being humble that's what turned me crazy Then I read a verse That said a selfless prayer is all could save me Hook Oh you can't hear me cry See my dreams all die From where your standing on you own It's so quiet here and I feel so cold This house no longer feels like home Verse She tries so hard, but heavy burdens weigh her daily Her basis nothing basic, single mother with 3 babies Like Brenda… only difference is that she decides to keep them Some days she gotta starve, to provide and plus to feed them They took her only means, of transportation on a weekday You usually see her stranded, with the stroller on the freeway Thinking something toxic, like I’ll never need a man But the children hear that too, so they don’t wanna be a man Looking in their eyes, now she thinking why oh why? Did I even bring them here Why i even give them life Was this worth sleeping with that guy? Or even sleeping with that other? If I gave up on them now, would I be an evil mother? Would they say I was quiter? Would they tell em that I loved ya? Would they say I wrapped you safely? Or they claimed you from a dumpster? I’m fighting for you all, but there’s no more air for me Somebody take my children home Please don’t let them see me freeze Hook Oh you can't hear me cry See my dreams all die From where your standing on you own It's so quiet here and I feel so cold This house no longer feels like home
