Suicide Letter
Duration
3:41
Genres
Description
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X4BAxKnmCOE Some people feel alone or insignificant and get stressed out to the point that they feel like is better not to be here at all. Well I've felt like that too at times. If I had to write a suicide letter this is what it would say and these are the emotions, thoughts, and feeling I would put in the letter! Enjoy
Lyrics
(1st Verse) I expect you to understand my pain/ Every pill that I pop/ Every bottle that I drain/ In the corner rist slit blood leakin from my vains/ Laughing in the face of death as I leap into the flames/ When I land inside the arms of the devil/ I feel love for the first at the very highest level/ but love is a curse not a gift/ Close my eyes as I drift/ Kiss the cold worlds lips/ Its goodbye I dont exsist/ n I prolly wont be missed so aint no point in holdin on/ Wen I leave I bet dat bitch wont even notice dat im gone/ Only family at my funeral my friends dun did me wrong/ but my dick say fuck da world I jus hope dey play dis song/ (Hook) Lately I been thinkin aint nobody care for me/ If I die now would you shed a tear for me/ Would you leave a boukay by my toumb stone/ Or take care of my kids till dey too grown/ I could die n e day n e hour would you make it to my grave even if the rain showers/ I could die n e day n e hour would you make it to my grave even if the rain showers/ (2nd Verse) I feel numb from the zanex and weed smoke/ drank a whole bottle a lean and I fiend coke/ the drugs taking ova/ I cant make it sober/ friends say im startin to scare em like is October/ No warmth in my heart its alot colder/ No angels jus deamonds talkin on my shoulders/ I feel like dieing from an over dose/ But every time I try I jus wake up out acomtoast/ (Hook) (3rd Verse) Im heaven sent but im hell bound/ Life beat me up stress got me held down/ If u couldnt see the signs you could tell now/ I feel like Jesus on da cross with thorns for a crown/ nails in my hands n feet/ sword through my side/ but aint nobdy do dis to me dis is suicide/ exhale my last breathe look up to the sky/ ask the lord for forgiveness/ bt he ask me why/ lately I been feelin worthless/ no purpose/ damn dis life is too deep I cant surface/ Im drownin in problems/ surrounded by goblins and demons/ im bettin you that death is jus a wake up from dreamin/ they checking for a pulse bt I dont wake up she screamin/ im sorry that you could make it to save me this evening/ the last thought be4 i set my soul free/ i wonder if thell think a me..
