shuggawill

I HAVE BEEN WRITING SINCE I CAN REMEMBER...RECORDING WHEN I COULD SINCE I REMEMBER..BEFORE COMPUTERS WERE AVAILABLE TO UNWEALTHY PEOPLE...I RECORDED ON CASSTE TAPES WITH A STERIO,,LOL...EVEN MAD BEATS BY PUTTIN THE MIC UP TO SPEAKER OF MY DRUM MAcHINE AND THEN KEYBOARD...SOUNDED LIKE SHIT AFTER LAYIN ALL THE TRACKS WITH LYRICS BUT I DIDN GIVE A FKK..I JUST LOVED CREATING MUSIC...AND U KNOW I HAD A LIL TALENT WITH IT AND PEOPLE AROUND ME LIKED TO HERE IT..I HAD A DJ X MAcHINE SO I WOULD DO MY ...

I HAVE BEEN WRITING SINCE I CAN REMEMBER...RECORDING WHEN I COULD SINCE I REMEMBER..BEFORE COMPUTERS WERE AVAILABLE TO UNWEALTHY PEOPLE...I RECORDED ON CASSTE TAPES WITH A STERIO,,LOL...EVEN MAD BEATS BY PUTTIN THE MIC UP TO SPEAKER OF MY DRUM MAcHINE AND THEN KEYBOARD...SOUNDED LIKE SHIT AFTER LAYIN ALL THE TRACKS WITH LYRICS BUT I DIDN GIVE A FKK..I JUST LOVED CREATING MUSIC...AND U KNOW I HAD A LIL TALENT WITH IT AND PEOPLE AROUND ME LIKED TO HERE IT..I HAD A DJ X MAcHINE SO I WOULD DO MY HOOKS ON IT CUZ U COULD PLAY THEM BACK THREW THE KEYS SO I WAS DOIN THE SLOW HOOKS WAY BEFORE MIC JONES..HAHA...HAD ALOTTA PEOPLE SAYIN THEY BE SWIMMIN WIT DUH GATA'S...THAT WAS MY FIRST CATCHY THING..AND U KNOW THE LUDAH JOINT WHERE HE DOES THE FCK U,,,,FCK U..FCK U...I DID THAT IN ABOUT 1998-99..AND GAVE A COPY OF IT TO THE HILLARY BOYS....DUDES FROM MY CITY THAT WERE DOIN SUMTHIN AND THEY ALL THOUGHT IT WAS ALRIGHT...SO I FELT GOOD. ANYWAYS THEN WENT SUM TIME WHERE I WAS THE FAMILY MAN RAISIN KIDS TAKIN CARE OF WIFE WORKIN...AND GAVE UP ON MUSIC I GUESS U COULD SAY..WELL NEVER GAVE UP BUT CAME TO REALISE I COULDNT AFFORD TO DO IT MYSELF AND DIDN HAVE PEOPLE AROUND THAT CARED TO SO IT WAS JUST A LULL FOR A MINUTE.. WELL I SPLIT WITH HER AND THEN COMPUTER PRICES CAME DOWN TO REALITY AND I ALSO WAS MAKIN MORE CHANGE SO I GOT BACK IN IT..THEN CAME THE PROBLEM OF NOW DAYS ESPECIALLY IN SOUTH UR BEATS GOTTA BE FIRE AND THAT EQUIPMENT IS OUTRAGIUOS..BUT I STILL MADE DO WITH LIKE FRUITY LOOPS ANDA KEYBOARD..AND JUST LOVED MAKIN MUSIC...DIDN EVEN CARE ABOUT GETTIN RICH JUST WANTED SUM RECOGNITION..BUT I DIDN WANA JUST BE A GIMMIK.. ALWAYS WROTE REAL SHIT FROM MY HEART AND REAL LIFE....MADE SUM GOOD STUFF IN 2007...HAD 1 SONG CALLED HEAVENOR HELL SUM LOVED ATHERS HATED..DIDN SELL SHIT GOT A FEW MYSPACE PLAYS.. FAST FOWARD EARLY 2008...NOW MY DAUGHTERS 14 YEAR OLD BOYFRIEND...YES I STARTED YOUNG WITH THE KIDS..COMES ALONG AND HE CAN SPIT FOR A YOUNG WHITEBOY..WE START MAKIN SUM NICE STUFF....WITHININ A COUPLE MONTHS I GET ALOT OUTA GETTIN REAL WITH THE NEW YOUNG CULTURE..ALWAYS BEEN GOOD AT MAKIN HOOKS AND ALL THAT...BUT NEEDED HOTTER BEATS SO START GETTIN THEM OFF SOUND CLICK PRODUCERS...BY MID 2008...WERE GOT A GOOD 20 SONGS...10 HOT....BOUT 3 FIRE I WOULD SAY..STILL STAYING TRUE TO MYSELF...STRAPPED OR DIE IN THE GUNSHINE REALLY CATCHES ATTENTION..BUT IDK IF THATS WHAT WOULD BE A GIMMICK SONG..ANYWAYS..SO START BURNIN C.D'S AND SELLIN THEM OUTA THE TRUNK...BUILD UP A FAN BASE..GETTIN 250-500 PLAYS A DAY OFF MYSPACE WITH ABOUT 2000 FRIENDS ON LIST...GET SUM GIGS ON STAGE WHICH IS UNBALEEVABLE FEELING WHEN U GET LOVE AND THE CROWDS FEELIN YOU AS YOU KNOW...SO I START TRYNNA GET LABELS TO CHECK ME OUT...HOW DO I DO THAT THOUGH IS MY FIRST QUESTION??IVE TRIED THREW INTERNET///SENT C.D'S OUT TO ADDRESSES I COULD FIND.. HAD RESPONCES FROM PEOPLE LIKE SLIP AND SLIDE D.J'S OFFERING PROMOTION ON THERE RADIO BUT U KNOW THATS FOR A FEE SO WHEN THEY SAY CUZ I'M WHITE AND GOT GAME I COULD HAVE SUMTHING IDK WHAT TO THINK OF IT..CUZ THEY WANT THERE MONEY..BUT I WANT THEM TO HOOK ME UP WITH THERE HOOKUP WITH SLIP AND SLIDE RECORDS...THEY SAY I NEEDA CLEAN UP MY LYRICS.. SO I DO STILL TRYNNA DO ME AND I GET EVEN MORE LOVE..THEY TELL ME YOUNG PEOPLE ESPECIALLY FEMALES ARE THE 1NNS WHO BUY.. SO I DO A COUPLE FOR THEM...NOW I'M UP TO 700-1300 PLAYS A DAY..BUT THATS NOT FAIR CUZ I DID CAYLEE'S SONG..SO I DONT COUNT A GOOD 350 A DAY CUZ ITS HER GETTIN THEM PLAYS NOT ME...BUT STILL FEEL GOOD ABOUT IT CUZ ALOTTA PEOPLE LOVE THE SONG AND ITS A TRIBUTE FROM MY HEART TO HER...AND THE REALEST SONG I HAVE EVER WRITTEN... NOW THIS BRINGS ME PEOPLE ASKIN TO WRITE SONGS FOR THEM...SO I WRITE A SONG FOR MY DUDES WEDDING,,CALLED [LETS GET MARRIED GIRL]...A GIRL WITHA BROKEN HEART WANTS ME TO WRITE 1 ABOUT HOW A DUDE DID HER..SO I COME UP WITH ANOTHER FOR HER.. [I KNOW DID YOU WRONG] AND THEY LOVE THEM..I THINK I HAVE A TALENT FOR THAT... SO I KNOW I WILL DO THIS FOR AS LONG AS GOD LETS ME BUT WHERE DO I GO WITH IT???IS THERE A NEXT LEVEL???IF SO HOW DO I GET THERE???IS THERE ROOM FOR ME IN THE HIP HOP WORLD?RAP WORLD?OR IS IT JUST MYSPACE FAME AND C.D'S OUT THE TRUNK??? IS THERE ANYBODY WILLING TO SIGN SUM1 LIKE ME OR DO I HAVE TO COME UP WITH SUM FAKE GIMMICK..A DANCE TO GO ALONG WITH A SONG???WHAT IS IT