Disappeared On Me(Prod. By Infidel Beats)

Duration

4:28

Genres

Hip-Hop

Description

Lyrics

(Verse 1 :Sirkle) Everyday I wake up to the same stuff, I can never catch a break, lucks too far away brah never at my side, but my knuckles or my knives are sidearm kept bedside just like my lights are i'm hella paranoid...stay awake and hear a noise doesn't mean I'm scared, I'm prepared to let a flare deploy I've made some enemies yes, yet they're kept at bay Everything i've said to date is true as fuck in every way carin less with every step up in my day to day i've stayed to play the game that many say will take your brain away Growin up is not enough to understand what got me stuck in lockwed of this type of life that got me fuckin liking drugs Down to ride with fam and my brothas though people I grew up with that were there thrrough my troubles bro you really wanna know what hip-hop prevented I've never wasted a second in a cell for a sentence I said it (Chorus) Stressin all I got on myyyy plate through the day Weak with with every step I take and tryna make my way Lord I'm lookin to ya and I'm knowin that you see What I'm dealin with and fearin like ya disappeared on me (Verse 2 :His-Story) Im not a believer,and yeah fack it I dont wanna Be / I wont pray to god to stop the death thats running op on Me / Backstabbing me Constantly,try to dim my light you See / Aint no way in hell that your stopping me from what I wanna Be / Do whatever the fuck I Want,today,tomorrow and Beyond / And if I screw up,my bad,I undo my shit later On / Never did it different,believe me I never Will / Thinking you get what you give,when im lookin to these Bills / Are anger issues a disease,if so then im Uncureable / Pushing everyone away, I see you at my Funeral / I Blew It All,with every single one that Im On / I will come to my sences,on my trip to Zion / Turn my Light On,chasing my dream like running a Marathon / From Amsterdam to Babylon,back and forth,wich side Im On / Is there a place where I Belong,I dont know it Anymore / Released from the despair,when I drop dead on the Floor / (Chorus) (Verse 3 :Sirkle) Did enough time in the walls of my own mind locked in the room, findin my lines to unwind made a deal with the heavens i signed the dotted line expectin the exodus method in testamants scribes i'd be led from the direction i was headed to crime With a different heading thats intententionally said in my rhymes waited patient, with a painstakingly hatred survived by the ways of the wild place that i made it by flames and the lies 7 deadly sins i'm guilty of 'em, know that I'm wise despised by the eyes disguised by stars in the sky sloth, greed, anger, lust, other 2 wont die I'm envious of others and guilty of my own pride i'm lost in a cry...bible is hard gripped into my palms...i've given time for this knowledge to get applied churches will never care about the questions i provide I'm guessin we're different people like Dr. Jekyl & hyde (Chorus) (Verse 4 :His-Story) Hearing people Say god gave life to take it Away / Deciding who's gonna Stay,deciding who's gonna Pay / For those who will not Prey will Pay every facking Day / Oh Jeej if thats the Way,I rather Say I take the Highway / Cause when I needed that shit,It was no use to ask for Help / Nobody ever gave a fuck about me or how I Felt / No help from Above,no Love, but pain more then Enough / And im Sick Of and Pissed Of of living with Grudge / But it seems this life doesnt give me another Choice / When im walking the stairway to heaven,I hear Lucifer's Voice / Its way to much fun to commit crimes and do bad Things / Come to think about it,right now,im already paying for my Sins / This human vessel(yeah) and everything up untill Now / I dont attach any Value to any of my Vows / And even if I Did,(what)nobdoy would ever give a Shit / Cuz people nowadays are to damn fake to Admit /