Needs me
Album: Build or Destroy
By: Flowit8
By: Flowit8
Duration
3:35
Genres
Description
Its song about finding strength in evil that has mainly took the form of a demon, then being abandoned, (but not completely thrown away) in my most vulnerable state, just to come to realize it needed me as much as i needed it.
Lyrics
Verse: Just then Straight out of the darkness stood a spirit that I now learned is heartless but he turned what was dormant into talents that are now praised and greeted with fondness brought my unconscious to my conscious taught me to be brave and not live so cautious turned my softness to hardness by teaching me how to harness power from within my inner demon and that turned my cold to heat so i started running the streets and that started with smoking weed with my peeps on the corner of the streets on which i did my evil deeds a place where Gods and Devils meet and i was drowning in what they bleed and what they bleed is ecstasy i didn't let anyone next to me because he said all men would try to get the best of me so i started by carrying me heat next it was all to complex to see. Chorus: Then he said to me he needs me no more it was him who i wanted him i thought i needed how can i keep moving on. x2 Verse: So there i was my boots like roots in the dirt but by then i learned you cant express the hurt because here everyone was in the same boat in the same ocean even though none of us were afloat i used to laugh at these niggas getting shot and bitches getting choked until it was my niggas in the pot stirred by the witches behind the hoax and i was walking alley ways with a blood stained coat like a killer drone drunk off of whatever i stole from home but i wasn't alone he was always there in his eyes i was always bare he saw down into my bone he was my ability to cope though he laughed when the souls around me left their bones for the eternal home all the while telling me things i wish I've never known but It's too late death and pain into my grain has been sown and i always looked to him for hope even though he said CHORUS x2 Verse: And Jin now ask me why still sin and commit blasphemy cant you live without him that's when i giggle and turn to them and say you must doubt him I've been striving for purity but he is strong and wont allow my self-security then they ask me who his he and to their surprise i say he is me but the me i wont and cant be but have always been i know i can't express our ways or your minds will bend and can't grow i guess I'm destined to live in such grim and shadows and though he says he doesn't need me he can't leave me and he hates that i let that circumstance teach me because i know that there is life in death and that fuels and feeds me it's the key that can free me. CHORUS x2
