Drowning Again

Genres

R & B / Soul

Description

Lyrics

[Verse One:] Too many days I've been in this sad state Only a matter of time until a man breaks Pieces of the puzzle, lying on a table Questioning connection, don't know if we're able This once was stable, now it's like a struggle Good days and bad, wonder will it pass But, if I put it in the past, that's nothing but acting All good for the moment, afraid of the reaction Started as a fairytale Now it's ending in a nightmare Wishing I could say that all is well But all I see is a bright scare And I could play the part Of doing what I feel, being easy on the heart But not without someone hurting in the end Slowly But I'm feeling like it's Too easy to hurt, too hard to save All around it's dark; I'm trapped in a cave That seems to be getting darker, and I'm just getting shorter Officially diagnosed, depressive disorder Time came to a block; mind came to a cease I'm paying the same amount of struggle apiece I'm calling for help, don't get a reply Sinking in my skin as the days go by And I drown [Verse Two:] Too many days gone, cause I let them go Once sat on the top, now I'm sitting below Wishing I was better, I can't even think I'm stuck in a place feeling like a missing link If you've been ever weighed, down, taken, a steal Then this here's a connection, cause you know how I feel Too hard to deal with all these restrained talents Cause standing in the way is the chemical imbalance Started as a fairytale Now it's ending in a nightmare Wishing I could say that all is well But all I see is a bright scare Doesn't help that I'm inanimate Cause constantly I'm feeling so inadequate Which only hurts me in the end Slowly And I'm Drowning Again [End Verse:] Too many days, feeling desolate Never meant to fight until the death of it It's not fair to attack what's uncontrollable Cause it leaves you in the back and inconsolable I couldn't make it if I tried to Feeling useless, so I'm sinking in Eye level with the ground Desperate in depression and I'm down