Lost Christmas Love

Duration

4:14

Genres

Holiday / Seasonal

Description

Lyrics

I lie awake at night because I'm feeling such sorrow. I lost my reason to live, like there'll be no more tomorrows. I wrote this song to say I'm feeling pretty awful, Missing moments with you, and my heart feels hallow. I miss all your phone calls and I, I miss you texting, I miss your touch, your smell, your love and affection. You lit up my day more than a childrens arcade, You gave me more smiles than a Macy's parade. I'm not exactly sure how this all went wrong, But hey, you always wanted your name in a song. I gave you my heart and I think that's simply stated, I wanted to grow old with you and someday be related. The thing with your mom, I wasn't angry, I was pleading, And now your mom's mad, but it's my heart that's bleeding. You gotta do what sister says, yet I'm the one conceding, I wanna get on my knees and ask, "Oh God, please sweet Jesus!" I got it I'm not perfect why go so cold on me? Baby J it's the holidays and you left me lonely. I hope your happy now and life's not too rough, Baby J you'll always be my lost Christmas love. Sorrow, it's my tomorrow, I can't let you go, I love you so. On our first night together, we shared Christmas dinner. A perfect evening for anyone, a great beginner. I wanted to work hard just to keep us together, And you said you had my back forever. And still, still I miss you each day feels like years, Every day when I'm in public I bust out in tears. I thought that we'd be together for all eternity, A woman came up and asked who died & I told her me. I wish I could take back some choices that I made, I smear my tears, they help moisturize my face. My shades keeps peeps from peeping in my mind, Not wanting to provide all this pain I hold inside. I don't know what to do I just sit here alone, Just sitting here waiting and watching my phone. You said you were in love and that you cared for me, But when I needed you you wasn't there for me. I see how much I meant to you now, I mean, I thought we had no problems that we could not work out, But not everybody's who they claim to be, I guess you're just the same or when it came to me. You knew from the start this would tear me apart, Since when did you begin the trend of sacrificing hearts? You led me to believe you believed in me, If you could see what I'm perceiving I'm believing you decieved me. Our first date was Christmas Day, You left me on my birthday. The next day was the first day I had no place to stay, I had nowhere to go, the homeless shelter was closed, You said you didn't care and so you wrote it in a note. Still you took back your goodby's and you said we'd try, So imagine my suprise to find you're with another guy.