Loser

Duration

4:42

Genres

Spoken Word/Perf. Poetry

Description

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I don't wish I had anything I don't have And I don't say that I'll do anything I won't And still my only company is misery But I don't let it get to me I guess I look at life a little differently All the trouble I be getting in Isn't as serious as it sounds for anybody who listening Any incident of hostility is very dumb But I take responsibility for every one Everyone my therapist said he isn't sure But it's either from the trauma that the kid endured Or that I'm insecure, because I carry scars So tryna get me to open up is very hard Very, he recommended that I puff weed Maybet hen a conversation will succeed But I bet you cash that it doesn't So now it's fuck you and whoever passing judgement [Bridge] No support when I fall and I don't catch breaks And every choice that I make is the wrong one Even when I get ahead with a fast pace I'm finishing last place in the long run [Repeat] [Hook] I'm stupid and I'm usless And I'm ugly so how the fuck is anybody gon love me I ain't got no future, I'm a god damned loser And I know it sounds crazy But like everybody else I hate me [Verse 2] I can't remember what I did that was that bad Except show up to funerals and act sad But to me it's nothing to cry over When somebody dies it means they times over So they ain't dealing with hard times they up in heaven Chillin with God while I'm tryna see a stack So I can be relaxed with no stress Cuz all of these damn bills be giving me anxiety attacks If I could see a path I could make my way but I can't So I'ma get it day by day I never let the devil play a part, I'd rather play it smart So when it's dark, I listen to my heart Lately I been feeling like I'm swimming with the sharks And not even getting bit but it's how a nigga's living Knowing I could die at any minute but I wont sink I give a damn about what they do and they don't think [Bridge] No support when I fall and I don't catch breaks And every choice that I make is the wrong one Even when I get ahead with a fast pace I'm finishing last place in the long run [Repeat] [Hook] I'm stupid and I'm usless And I'm ugly so how the fuck is anybody gon love me I ain't got no future, I'm a god damned loser And I know it sounds crazy But like everybody else I hate me [Verse 3] I'm stupid but they say that ignorance is bliss And I very much agree so I figure it's a gift I'm usless but people using me for stuff like everyday So maybe what I'm doing is enough I'm ugly so they wasn't giving up the ass But since I got a buzz it make a nigga wanna laugh Cuz now they say that there ain't a nigga above me Though I used to wonder how anybody could love me Haters say that I ain't got no future And they say that I'ma god damned loser They say I'll be in the same place for ten years Or cuffed up in the back of a cop cruiser Everybody be saying I talk crazy And they won't except that this the way that my God made me While ya'll slack really you gotta say I'ma good dude and dad so how can you not hate me [Bridge] I'm still running even though I'm up in last place But man I'ma finish with a wide grin Cuz I'll be living the dreams you other cats chase So you can say that I lost but nigga I win [Repeat]