When is my time up?

This song was written when I had the whole world on my shoulders. I knew I wanted to write this as a morbid song when it was created, but wasn't for sure until the day I was really depressed. I made myself get even more depressed so that I could write the song. I sat down and started writing and was done in 2 hours. I do not condone suicide in any way shape or form. This song is merely intended to tell you what is going through someone's mind when they consider such a terrible act.