the spins
Album: where am I? demo ep
By: words
By: words
Duration
5:07
Genres
Description
i was straight edge for close to 10 years. went all four years of college clean, i was always my own person. i did it for myself, not for any music scene. i decided to "break" edge when i was accepted into a graduate program in london, where i am currently living. it was a decision that caused many battles with myself. it took me a long time to finally come to the decision. but i wrote this song to express the struggle i went through to accept the change.
Lyrics
tonight my insides burn as i lay awake. i toss and turn. the room is spinning, from all the shots that i havent been chasing my friends faces are slowly changing, changing into monsters am i still the same? id look in the mirror but i cant really see straight am i still the same? smart, unique and a stupid personality have i changed again? is this the beginning of my downward spiral, my end i think im still the same the only difference is that tonight my insides burn they burn from the fire that i digest they burn from the feelings i normally surpress and now everything slowing down
