Afraid Too Long
Album: The Devil Herself EP
By: Matt The Gemini
By: Matt The Gemini
Duration
3:15
Genres
Description
Afraid Too Long is the straight-forward expression of what it's like to put yourself on the line as an artist. It is realizing the fear that accompanies plunging yourself headfirst into the very thing you feel you were born to do. This is contrasted with the idea that procrastination will never lead you to accomplishment; that living in fear is the ultimate defeat.
Lyrics
I have been afraid too long To say these words and write these songs Everybody, everywhere, if you don't speak then they won't hear if you don't speak then they won't hear It's been too long that I've been here wasting time with every year for a time I forgot my name, now I know where to place the blame now I know where to place the blame I can't lie; I've been afraid for a while now, I tell myself I can make it somehow/ I've hated myself a couple of times, tore all the pages that held my best lines/ I meant it when I said I've been afraid too long, when I couldn't find the strength to write these songs/ I was never told that I had this in me, my whole life I was cursed by envy/ I can break the chains every now and then, and then I get a good look at what lies within/ but it doesn't take long til the time that they catch me, I look vain but it's fake cause actually/ the mirror still gives me a sinking feeling, prayers don't work after too much kneeling/ but after all the times that I've been here before, I still believe that there's so much more