That One Kid

Duration

5:00

Genres

Hip-Hop

Description

Lyrics

That One Kid Soul: Goddamn, Why did I have to go and wake up again It’s always the same story, Like a building with one floor only Lonely like my childhood, Don’t even have a homie Only kid whose been going to the same school for years and still feels like a new kid, in other words, Nobody knows me! Cloning myself to the norm to fit in, Change my clothes spending my cents When I know new Nikes wont make everyone like me but to me it makes sense just think, What would you do if you wore my tens everyday get em stolen and thrown over a fence laughed at, cause you act black like the other kids but no one says Things to them! The same kids that jumped me in gangs Got me suspended again All cause I refused to tell the dude at the office why I had black eyes and a bruise on my chin! All I am is who you could’ve been! Don’t you think it’s gone too distant and far when you find yourself wishing at night on a star not to have been born who you are?! Paragon Phantom: Why do you care what theses people think You’re the weakest link Letting their feelings Push your drink to the brink Stop caring before it over flows your sink Soul: But think real quick on how I’m feeling receiving insults that cut me so deep Bleeding invisibly Constantly try to ignore em but it just isn’t me! Phantom: Honestly, cause your dying on the inside Crying on the out Soul: Why must I deny reality Might as well be lying in the ground! Phantom: Cause its driving you to insanity Just look at you now, talking to a Phantom Soul: I don’t have this handled you’re the only one around! Chorus (x2): Lately I’ve been feeling so alone (echo) And I just can’t take this anymore Verse The beat drops as low as my spirit And to top it all off my parents say they aint hearing it Sent me off to bed with a smack over the head and now I’m tearing Fearing on waking up the next morning My insides storming Lighting touring my soul yet still cold The only light on my road And ahg! I guess I just gotta…. I just gotta!..... Ah what’s up? Just went through another restless night Fighting the insomniatic way of life God it be tight to have someone to speak to just to past the time Get my mind off my pain That’s brewing inside me driving me insane Already in 4th gear my tears are causing me to hydroplane Back into grabbing that knife once again Debating whether to cut my self or my so called friends Why should happiness depend on what others think? As I’m asked as my parents threaten to drop me off back at the shrink God I really need some new company Paragon 2 Soul: That’s why I’m here kid, talk to me Phantom: I’m blissfully walking around My depressions still profound Soul: Get rid of it! Phantom: But how? Soul: Steer yourself around 360 degrees Let your temper –at your, enemies cold, chokehold their freeze Phantom: I choke get weak knees When ever I see the opportunity to seize And squeeze a person till they can’t breathe Soul: People need moments that take their breath away, Let’s Appease! Chorus (x2): Lately I’ve been feeling so alone (echo) And I just can’t take this anymore Paragon 3 Soul: We’ve had it with this life! I can no longer stand it Tried to break a leg to many times, Never could to people’s standards Parents break our spirits, like we do with mirrors, tears are falling, mixed with blood and this is done We’re clocking out its high time we let off! Phantom: Stop giving this kid bad advice Don’t you realize your lies Bring pain that lingers Kid quit caring throw a finger Life’s a joke punch line and sinker Why let everything you hear jump on your nerves every leap year Soul: Should be 1/4th the time with these remedial peers who keep you on a leash at their whim, Bite the hand that feeds you dog, Never Flea but get under their skin! Phantom: I’m wondering How this kid can even take what he’s got A psychopathic Soul and a Phantom who’s nonchalant Maybe he should sit back and use the shot Soul: There’s no longer why, only why not find me ONE reason to keep living cause that’s twice what I got Soul and Phantom: Thoughts, are negative Depression, is what they said Infection, is what they read Maybe it’s my perception but I should be DEAD!