Growing Pains Feat. Grieves

Duration

3:37

Genres

Hip-Hop

Lyrics

[Verse 1] First of all shout out to grieves for not suing me yet. I hopped on your track but you need to know I'm no threat. I'm just here to lay out my heart and treat music like its actually art instead of profits from these greedy ass bitches making up their own problems. But what am I thinking we all have some kind of issues. I'm just an egoistic wannabe setting myself up to just lose. And the truth is I'm just scared of growing up. I miss the simple life before it all got tough. And I'm sick of the stress and I can do without the trouble. I just want that blanket back so I can just curl up and snuggle. And just forget all the stress that makes it so difficult. And I need a miracle to make me invisible. I know this will make me stronger but it's making me so small and I can stand it much longer so I'm preparing myself to fall. Everything that's happened in my life I wear like a vest. Constricting my heart and completely crushing my chest. (I wear my struggles like its my fashion but its slowly killing all of my passion it's time to finally take some action) Crushing my chest. Making me depressed. [Chorus] Tell me how, can I, grow to see the change in my life I wanted, to overcome the battle inside what is owed to anxiety's hold. Is there a better way to figure it out? [Verse 2] I never would have thought that 18 would be the peak of my slope cause it started going down so I grabbed for the rope. I tried to get back up I climbed with all my hope but a lesson learned here never put your hope in dope. I always used it to take me away to my own fantasy. So running away from problems was my only strategy. I turned into this huge ass pansy you see. I used it for all the wrong reasons so I became dependent mentally. My creativity level dropped my motivation stopped. I was going nowhere fast by this time I was caught. I was afraid to talk to everyone judging myself through their eyes. Making me paralyzed in this emotionless disguise. Friends became judges at least that's what I'd assume So I went from doing no wrong to being inside everyone's courtroom. So I needed change and I needed it fast. So I dropped the hash and said goodbye to the past. (Now I'm not saying that its all bad there's good in it too. It's just not for me so if you're not judging me then I'm not judging you.) I said goodbye to the past. I'm Just glad that it'll never last. [Chorus] Tell me how, can I, grow to see the change in my life I wanted, to overcome the battle inside what is owed to anxiety's hold. Is there a better way to figure it out? How, can I, grow to see the change in my life I wanted, to overcome the battle inside what is owed to anxiety's hold. Is there a better way to figure it out?