Dancing With Death
Album: Fester
By: Brittany Shoup
By: Brittany Shoup
Duration
3:41
Genres
Description
This song is about a set-back in the treatment of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, and how hard it is to have productive relationships when suffering from mental illness.
Lyrics
Why did I ever love myself in the first place? like my father said, the higher you reach, the harder you fall so why should I let myself love anything at all? See every few months I seem to have a problem where somethings obsesses me, makes me hate everything. crumblin' foundations I worked hard to build. just leave me alone, It was my fault they spilled. [Please just go so I don't have to try, Please just leave me now so I can die] Why do I keep chugging along in this nightmare? I've seen the dark and the light but I'm stuck. When I get too close to the light I get scared, but when the darkness surrounds, well, I almost give up. I've internalized the world's sufferings, sabotaged all of my passions with pain. I can't look at something I love without Thinking of how it could make me insane.
