The Child's Promise

Duration

6:38

Genres

Alternative Hip-Hop

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Lyrics

Lyrics: Bless me, for I am a sin I am wrong.... For the path I take shall be weary, Dark, I will lose others.... Yeah.... Listen My mind open but my eyes closed shut I hate making decisions when I feel how bad it is in my gut. I used be happy Then I became mad, I'm in the room screaming I hate you while I type on this notepad. I'm losing my whole world, next thing Ima lose, surely my girl Because, I dunno how to balance life, I'm trying to decided why I'm playing with this knife. I ain't gonna kill myself, but I ain't living for me, I'm living life with no regrets because I suck at apologies. People hear my lyrics, say they pretty sick but I bet they dunno what my mind has to come with. Nights alone, bad reasons I'm on trial with myself acts of treasons. Its pretty scary when you can't agree with your own thoughts When you trying to make a living without being bought. I'm thinking back to the lessons I was taught, but my mind is dark cold blooded my own thoughts cut myself. I'm hear listening to these doctors complain about my own health. I really don't expect to make it to eighteen so if Ima make it far boy, I better dream. I used to have a best-friend, but I dunno though I feel like we ain't on the best speaking terms Yo. Then there's Tetzu, finally building our friendship back up, but for the rest I stopped talking to, all I can say is good luck. If you see me, Yeah I'll say Hi, but if I'm not feeling you, my next word is bye. Trying to get these Cd's gone but people supporting, not buying, they say they Love my Music but the fans not trying. I wanna know what a true fan is, the one that post you on the wall and on the Ipod you all in that shizz. But, I ain't gonna push them though, if they want me to blow, then the financial support will show. Plus more views would go, I;'m killing myself to make these Youtube video's. School's a pain, I'm getting mad head ache's, my body is hurting, the pills aren't working. Pretty soon, I think Ima fall. At least when I die, they could say I gave my all. I'm not trying to impress others with my lyrics. Making music for you, your lover, and your people to hear it. Real music, it's been gone for awhile. Last time i heard rap with a purpose, I was a eight year old child. Now we talking about, I like them to make it clap, I got mad hoe's. But if you gotta do that to gain fame, I'd rather not be booked for shows. Stay true to yourself before you continue into a batlle, people going crazy because in lyrics, nowadays all rappers do is babel. I'm getting better at doing stuff on my own but I got a team I trust so, I don't have to do it alone. Akira told me that she proud of me and my determination but what I really wanna tell her is that I need more ventilation. I really can't breath because my hands around my own neck, I'm not doing it, my ego has a large effect. It's trying to kill me, make me lose myself. The sad thing is, my name Takashi is starting to build upon itself. It's driving me crazy, pretty soon, I feel like, Ima be pushing up daises. Eli said to spread out my work give time for a break but I can't, its hard to be lazy. Well, when it comes to my passion when it comes to school work I give less a care for that fashion. But Ima pass though, I can't stay living with my mom She already give me a hard time, make me feel dumb. She's there for me, but is too controlling, I feel like she'd take my spot to make sure I hit the strike in life call that bowling. I'm not simplistic, I even confuse my self. While I'm working to save music rappers trying to reach wealth. I won't make it right? Because I don't lie though. Tell the world that I got plenty hoes? Or bitches? But not really concerned with garden work or dogs. I rather rap about my first experience at the age seven with a Leap Frog. I'm good at depression, thats truly my best friend, when I wake up, he's sitting by the bed asking me when is it gonna end? I dunno, but Jesus hear me out, I gotta make it far. God, give me a chance to show them what I'm all about. Wiz Kid said I need to work on my flow, no disrespect, but I'm fine, you need to work on your show. I'm not gonna downgrade myself just to be better. I'll die young, Jay-Z. I don't need your forever. The Child's Promise......