In Pain Find Power

Duration

6:18

Genres

Alternative Hip-Hop

Description

Lyrics

How does one put enough love in a rhyme To cast sunshine on someone at a time When they feel alone, down and out Isolated in their home and they won’t come out? See, there’s people that surround us, alone in doubt. They’re the reason I'm writing down this flow right now Cause I know they count, even if you don’t believe it, You’re the reason I keep speaking, and reaching out. Cause I know about the pain inside, How life gets so confusing with a crazy mind, How the self hatred makes you want to take an item And throw it across the room so it breaks to fine tiny pieces. Cause that’s the way you think your life is; Broken, shattered, no time to rebuild. But my hope is that this rhyme release guilt And brings you encouragement, cause I believe still That you are a special soul. That your meant for more than suffering from this inner-turmoil Within, there’s plenty more to you, than you ever knew But I can't ever prove that to you Because you alone have the power to chose Who you believe yourself to be as know that you move Through this life you have It’s all in your grasp But I don’t think I can't change your life with this rap That’d be ignorant But I'm still going to keep spitting Even if these lyrics are a hit and miss It depends on if this is the right hour For the truth in you to this rhyme power Possible for you to hear this, in your mind cowers Or inspires you to reach out, climb towers, right now you’re here So if life is sour, My intention is for you to help you find power, Let the divine power shower you mind now, for: [Chorus] Finally I believe in myself again. But it took a lot of time, to get to where I am See, cause I've felt depress, been lost and hopeless Drowned in a ocean of dark emotion Smoked pot to cope with a charged ego That would open scars from my harshest moments. That isolate, get high all day Meanwhile mother wondering if I'm okay. I've lied awake at night trying to think my way out of own psychological pain. I've been lost in my brain, been dark with disdain, It was hard contain all the thoughts that replayed the same self blame game I harbored, Ashamed, that remained my heart till I started to hate myself. It felt like I was in Hell Till the night that I kick, spit, punched, and yelled At my own reflection I broke my mirror In a rage cause I felt so alone in fear Old regrets ensued as those broken shards landed That’s when I froze in a panic Hopelessly frantic I picked up the glass in both hands, alone in a moment, abandoned, tragic When thoughts of suicide started to arrive I stopped and knew that I had to share My darkest truth inside, mom was who I cried onto, Yes, my dad was there. Put me into therapy and there I realized It was MY duty to accept my self. I had felt bad about feeling bad for so long Never knew that I could accept this Hell I created But that’s what I started to see Instead of blaming myself for not being like I wanted to be. I let go of resisting my truth inside, And tried to be truly kind to me! [Chorus] Finally I believe in myself again. But it took a lot of time, to get to where I am All this self hateful thoughts and blame had made for Painful, emotionally unstable, Shameful experiences. Yet today with the rainfall I'm able to be greatfull. Cause Cade called upon the strength of others. When I didn’t know how to escape my blunders. Acceptance of my limitations made me humbler And in receiving support from others has made me stronger, Longer than I could ever be on my own. This life isn’t a ‘me’ game (leave me alone!) No! This life is a ‘WE’ thing bringing us home. And you’ll know this if you seek change deep in your bones. It’s the people who we love and trust Who inspire us to reignite the fire that’s alive in us. This light has always been inside of us, Still when times get tough sometimes we must be reminded of The unquenchable potential that is in us all, That’s the one you pick with oneness with its infinite call. So in other terms we are all called to greatness. For our weaknesses and falls a great shift takes place And replaces pain and lameness With amazement and the great bliss of gratefulness In suffering we tend to grow the most, ‘This too shall pass’ is how the story goes. So just hold on to all of your closest bro’s, sisters, and family, and all other hopeful souls Who inspire you to reach your full potential Cause that’s where you own inner freedom flows. Oh help me surrender every corny flow, May a great power move the pen I'm holding yo. Cause although this is the battle and sword I chose, Only one has the power to re-torch the glow! [Chours] x 2 Finally I believe in myself again. But it took a lot of time, to get to where I am