Hate Myself

Duration

4:40

Genres

Hip-Hop

Description

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Lately I've been saying that I hate myself I ruined the only love that I had ever felt I swear I don't feel like that for no one else Grab the pills off of my mommas shelf, I think I need some help One of these days I'm gonna die for ya All because you pissed me off and then I made no time for ya I hate saying I'm in love Why couldn't you catch me? When you even wore your glove But I guess it's time to say that enough is enough And then my brain tells me, "Yo enough with the bluff. She gave you deep wounds but you in love with the cut" Now I'm lookin' at my scars, memories fade by the cup You want things that you probably can't ever get But once you get it then you quick to forget You were a hit or a miss You were a hit like a fist But then I fucked up and I disappeared in the mist [Hook] I can't lie, girl I hate myself Cause every mess I'm in, yeah I made myself I need someone to vent to And you're the only one that even knows what I've been through Well, yeah, I hate myself Everytime I try to sleep, I have to make myself Cause you're on my mind All the time I don't wanna let it go I can't let you go I don't wanna let it go I can't let you go Tonight x5 I hope you're doin' just fine I don't wanna let it go I can't let you go I don't wanna let it go I can't let you go Tonight x5 I hope you're doin' just fine tonight [Verse 2] I got that rock in a shape of a heart Shot a bullseye if love was a game of darts I took a shot in the dark like my name was Darth Keep sayin' that we're finished when we always restart My minds been racing like a race track Racing for your love, hope this car accelerate fast Praying that I take the lead, don't really wanna take last Be the winner of the race taking my victory lap Crack a bottle, pop a bottle of that champagne Since you've been running through my mind like a campaign I say that we do it big, Great Dane I think us fallin' in love was a great thang Well babe, I'm a slave to this rap game Explain why you won't save this from happening Never wanted us to have this beef, fasting Forever took a look at us and started laughing Half the time I think about you, I don't have the time Life stuck on play while memories on rewind I'm so confined in this body designed That's so selfish and blind and unkind all combined Well I know you're a wreck and so am I I'd be standing on a roof havin' thoughts of flight Whoever said they feel me, well they prolly lied My life is just a play that only I can recite [Hook]